Today at my wonderful school we went to a careers fest, now I know what you’re thinking
“Boo who cares”
But thats the thing I went had fun and it was only as I was getting back onto the bus that reality hit me. THIS IS MY LIFE. This right here is my life, I can’t fast forward and I can’t go backwards and so, whilst everyone (and I mean everyone) has a rough Idea of what they want to do in the future I’m over here with nothing. Nadaa. Zero. Squelch.
I want to be a director but as many people,including close friends and family. have pointed out. That line of work is really hard to get into and they think a different job would suit me better. The problem is as its my last year I’m worried about my life after school about my friends. I’m the kind of person whom is good being alone or with a group of people but the thought of my friends, the people I’ve grown up with for over five years are leaving me, fills me with sadness and worry. Its all well and good saying
We’ll know each other forever
But the problem is I’m not sure I will.I seem to go into over drive when I begin worrying and thinking, So yeah. Rant over its worrying being a teen and not knowing what you want in life when everyone else does. But I guess its like that at any age… Let me know